Level 10: A God-Man Apart

Before I enter my integration, I would like to say that I was not aware that this integration page was not the same as simply leaving a comment on the bottom of each meeting’s page. For that, I must apologize. Now that I am on track and on task, let the fun begin!
My Friday Night Essence has turned into my “Everyday Essence” as I cannot get enough of the exhileration I feel when I am creating new values. In all honesty, I have only created ideas, yet once these ideas gain traction and I am in position to bring them to life, then the values they bring society will far surpass anything I could have done before entering this society. After reading the Heirloom packages, I thought I could take the anti-civilization in a head-on collision by myself. After several months of stagnation and no real progress, I slipped into a dark place. There was no light until one day I decided to check out the secret meetings page and get back in the game. This was within the past month. I got myself caught up, and that brings me here.
The mind is meant to create, and that is something I have always been good at, but it was always for myself. Now I understand that creating for society is a powerful tool in bringing the C of U to life and replacing our current system of government with the new structure led by the Twelve Visions Party. I am but 24, so a lot of the people in my social circle do not think about the issues that we go over extensively in these meetings. They are too busy living their lives in the now, filled with stagnation and disappointment after disappointment. So I have set out on a journey, to lead by example. To bring people into the C of U by living as if the C of U was already here. I have lived this way silently, and it leaves people awe-struck and speechless. My friends cannot seem to get enough of my time, as I provide conversation filled with new ideas and seemingly impossible, yet very possible dreams and aspirations. I’ve always wanted to save the world, yet I couldn’t save one of my closest friends in spirit from committing suicide at age 19 on June 13, 2010. When the news reached me, I lost all sense of self-worth and blamed myself for not getting him out of his situation fast enough like I had promised. After a short dark period, I was able to climb out of the darkness with a new enthusiasm for life. Instead of mourning his death, I would dedicate my life to celebrating his and embracing his ever lasting memories. I never told him how important he was in shaping who I was, so I’m hoping everything I do in this life will reach him where ever he may be.
I want to thank you, Mark Hamilton, for everything that you have been working toward. If it wasn’t for your vision and dedication, none of this would be possible. We are on the verge of making this happen, and I am forever greatful to be a part of something so historic. It is time we all step up and force this thing through; the anti-civilization is no match for The Honest Ones. Thanks again. B Awesome